26When he came to Jerusalem, he tried to join the disciples, but they were all afraid of him, not believing that he really was a disciple. 27But Barnabas took him and brought him to the apostles. He told them how Saul on his journey had seen the Lord and that the Lord had spoken to him, and how in Damascus he had preached fearlessly in the name of Jesus. 28So Saul stayed with them and moved about freely in Jerusalem, speaking boldly in the name of the Lord.- Acts 9:26-28 (NIV)
At times, as Christians, we may find it difficult to fit in. This can become very difficult to understand when you start talking about how difficult it is to fit in among believers. You try this and you try that, but some won’t let you outlive your past. In the very place where you seek both sanctuary and refuge, you cannot find peace or acceptance. You struggle to be “one of the boys” or to be “in the know.” You just want to at least be accepted as a child of God.
Don’t let discouragement turn you bitter. Do not grow sour. Trust that God has someone planted there who can smooth out the storms. Believe that your “Barnabas” is in the midst of all that mayhem and madness, sharing a testimony and offering a verse that will turn hearts towards sympathy and acceptance. You pray and do your part to not give up. God will open whatever doors He so chooses to open by His will. You just don’t lose hope. You just hold on.
Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. – Luke 18:1 (NIV)